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4.19.2009

her letdown

Her beautiful letdown.  
Lacking harshness.  
Satisfied.  
A sweetest goodbye - 
take note of that smile for 
it's the last you'll see. 

Acutely aware of their bond
only once its subtlety was broken. 
Polite conversation, 
reality: social fatality
Thoughts paralyzed,
distance maims. 
Her kidnapped (by choice) heart
thrust back, hollow. 

Words unsaid, too many said. 
Locked in daydream,
heart shrunken, shuddering.
Someday, a word for her lack
or a shape to fill said lack. 

But today, 
short glances devoid of meaning, 
intense looks, dreaded dismay. 
Gazes familiar yet cold, foreign. 
Unknown future. 
Incomplete. 
Her
Indefinable let down. 
Let go.

written april.08

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